TODAY: (December 06)
came from the senior panoramic picture at the dragstrip in backroad Yigo...
freaken wet... it rained so hard man that i got headache after that crap... grr*
it was so cool and so funn... being with all those seniors! ha! (c/o 2006 BAYBEE!!! WUSSUP?! )
forgot my camera to take a shot... guhh!
anyway, it was cool....   
(dunno if i'm ready to go king's nite tonight... well i guess NOT... shooshoots*)
YESTERDAY: (December 05)
my little CONFUSED thoughts...
why do i always find myself thinking about it* even though i have no idea why...?
why do i have to tell myself over and over again, "it's ok to think and CRY about it if it makes you feel better, " where i know that it just makes me feel worse...?
why do i sometimes think that i should REGRET, but could not just FORGET the* past...?
why do i have to ask myself these questions when i know that this feeling within me is GONE...?
Is it really gone? or is still present, like what i am expecting from you?
OH-MY-GOSH!!! don't you think it sounds gay? lmao..
but GAD... why do i have to feel like crying? why? why? why? man i should forget about it... but it's just really hard... biscuit is right... past is past*
FREAK that man! grrr*.....
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